Monday 29 April 2013

15 Saal Ka Adhura Pyar - Heena

Everyone Want true love in our life But the fact is not everyone find the true love ye mere pyar ki sachi kahani hai jo aaj main aap sab ko batane ja rahi hoon main hoon heena , dil se majbur heena aankhon par pyar
ki pati baandh kar chalne wali heenaye mere pyar ki kahani hai jo mujhe kabhi nahi mil paya our main uske piche aaj tak darr darr bhatak rahi hoon ye kahani hai mere sabr ki meri sachi lagan ki meri mehnat ki jo pyar mujhe chahiye tha uski mera dil bhi kitna paagal tha jo ye pyar sirf us se karta tha par saamne jab wo aajate the kuch bhi kehne se darta tha wo tha mera saayian mera ahsraf mujhe aaj maloom hua ki ye pyar wafa sab sache pyar ke liye hi hote hai warna kharaab insaan ke liye ye sirf ek khel hai or is se jada kuch nahi mujhe har pal ye intzaar rehta tha ki mujhe bhi koi pyar kare mujhe bhi koi ghumane le jaye meri raah take mera intzar kare mere liye jiye mare har pal khush rahe dil ki tamana bana kar rakhe mujhe wo ye
ab main in sab se uk chuki hoon muje kuch nazar nahi aata kuch bhi nahi main bas tanha ghumti rehti hoon akeli par meri jindagi main ab koi bhi nahi raha yaar main kai baar roti hoon marti hun jeeti hun meri har din ek nayi subah hoti hai par dil mera majbur waisa hi hota hai jaise aj se 15 saal pehle tha haan 15 saal ho chuke hai mere pyar ki juda hue ab to wo meri shakal bhi bhool chuka hoga mujhe tanha chod kar na jane kaha chala geya main use aaj tak talaash karti rahi hun :(
yaar ab kya karu kuch samjh nahi aata dildaar nazar nahi aata mera pyar kho geya hai banti hai hamara collage girls collage hai so wahan boys ka koi kaam nahi na hi boys allowed hai wahan main jada time hostel main hi rehti hoon jahan mere saath or bhi kayi tarah ki girls rehti hai kayi tarah ki girls means ki koi sweet hai koi sunder koi woww and koi L.e.s..... hehehehe haan sachi maine apni real life L e s girls dekhi jo ek dusre ke saath hi pata ni kya kya karti rehti hai huhhhh idiots hoti hai pata ni kya milta hai unhe ek dusre ke saath hi aisa karne main chalo daffa karo unhe hum kya baat kar rahe the oops haan meri life haaahaa to dekho boys allowed nahi par fir bhi kayi girls hostel main boys ko bulati hai raat ko or ap sab to jaante hi ho ki raat ko wo pooja to karte nahi honge pooja ke saath 3:) yaar mera to azeeb sa laga but fir mujhe gussa aane laga or mere under ki feelings our jada uncontroled hoti ja rahi thi fir maine ramneek ko ek din puch liya ki ramneek apko kya hua hai ap mere kareeb aate ho fir apko uske baad kya ho jata hai fir usne pehle to batane se mana kar diya par baad main bataya ki mujhse kuch bhi ho nahi pa raha main kya karu main bhi tujhe pyar karna chahta hoon par mujhse nai ho pa raha fir mujhe pata chala ki RAMNEEK na fun sak hai or wo kuch ni kar payega us din mujhe itna jada hurt hua ye sun kar maine uske baad himmat nahi haari or main unko daily raat ko mere saath pyar karne ke liye uksaati thi par wo kuch b shaadi karna chahta hoon usne bola dekhlo aapki marji hai jo sochna hai socho par mujhe pata hai wo nahi manege main uske dad se milne gaya to unhone pucha main kon hun maine bola sir main apki ladki se pyar karta hoon wo bole tu hai kon maine apna naam bataya or bol ki maine uske sath uske collage main padhta hoon or hum dono ek dusre se 3 saalo se pyar karte hai wo mere bina and main uske bina rahi reh sakte to wo gusse se bole dekh ahi kiya. Four years ke bad me mera padosi dosht Nirmal ke sath waha sadi giye. Wo mujhe pehechana ki nahi mujhe malum nahi Unhone mujhse bat tak nahi kiya me use bat karne ki kosish kartha par wo bhag jati thi. Wo mere dosht Nirmal ke sath bat karne lagi Din rat usi se bat karne lagi. Mene apne dost ko bataya tha ki me Gudia ko bahut pyar karta hun me use sadi v karunga. Lekin mera dostnbat karna nahi choda or gudia bhi khush thi mene socha mera pyar muje nasib nahi hai. Me use pehele kahin bhi dekhta tha to mujhe bahut dar lagta tha bat karne ka himat nahi hota tha. Par aj kal mujhe wo dekhti hai dekhte rehe jati hai. Kiyoun ki pehele mere pas style marne ke liye kapda nahi tha. Par ab me bahut style Road ki dusri side khada hua mera wait kar raha hai maine usse door se hi pehchaan liya but Shit meri friends mere saath thi ab unko kaise bhagaun bcz wo kuch nahi jaanti thi anshul ke baare main fir maine socha or friends ko bola ki aaj mere papa muje lene aayenge tum log jao friends boli ok thik hai or wo wahan se chali gayi fir main jaldi se road cross kiya or uske paas gayi or usne bhi mujhe pehchaan liya or bola aarti maine tumhe dekh liya tha par muje laga sabhi girls tumhe jaanti hai or mere saath dekh kar galat na sochne lag jaye isliye main tumhare paas nahi aaya Mujhe anshul ki ye baat bohot jada pasand aayi ki 1st meet main itna care and itna samjhdaar hai fir usne mere saath kaafi der tak baatien ab manzil wo manzil kaha jiski talaash main nikli thi main 15 saal pehle ab sochti hoon ki mujhe apni ek nayi duniya basa leni chahiye